tama ung sa energy ang enthusiasm

February 21st, 2008 by baloren

Sagittarius the Archer

Sagittarius’ Year Ahead in 2008

Sagittarius the Archer, the ninth sign of the tropical zodiac, is a fun-loving masculine sign with a fondness for adventure. The Sun on his annual journey shines through Sagittarius from Nov 22 to Dec 21, though it can vary depending on the year.
In astrology the Sun stands for the fundamental character of our true
self, symbolizing our inner nature. This inner self is essentially
light, so the zodiacal sign is like a filter on a lens, colouring the
image. Each sign has a planetary ruler, and Sagittarius is
traditionally ruled by the fortunate planet Jupiter, the mythological lord of the gods. Jupiter was known to the ancient Greeks as Zeus, from which we get the Latin deus, meaning God.

Mutable, change-loving Sagittarius governs long-distance travel, matters of the higher mind (philosophy, religion and the law), cultural pursuits – and having a good time! It is a fire sign,
so Sagittarians are positive, forthright communicators who love
travelling – although you do tend to be restless and hate to take
orders.

The Sun in Sagittarius favours social status, the higher mind and
travel, especially in pursuit of idealistic aims in faraway places.
Sagittarians are idealists and usually much in demand socially, because
you are like a breath of fresh air.

Search for Truth and Knowledge

Sagittarius
is a dual sign, which has (of course) both an up and a down-side. The
symbols for Sagittarius are the hunter (archer) and the centaur, a
mythical half-man, half-horse. These signify the search for truth and
knowledge, as well as the constant pursuit of adventure and new ideas.
Intellectual curiosity covers a wide range of subjects, but you do get
bored and restless when surrounded by dull people or circumstances. You
would rather learn on your own through travel and experience than
endure structured classroom environments and routine work assignments.
However, having broadened your knowledge and gained experience in the
world on your own, you could become an excellent teacher or
administrator in the very educational system you once found so
restricting.

You readily adapt to
change and home is where you hang your hat. This is both a strength,
because it is a survival mechanism, and a weakness because it makes you
vulnerable to the demands and influence of others. Frank Sagittarius
does not hesitate to give an honest opinion, which can seem tactless at
times – although it is rarely your intention to be cruel. You have a
ready wit and appreciate the humour in even the grimmest situations.

Energy and Enthusiasm


Needless to say, you much prefer to be the boss in any situation and
must constantly watch your tongue in the unhappy event that you find
yourself (temporarily!!) in the position of an underling.
Before you
assess the practicality or worth of what you are doing, before you sort
out your true emotions, and before you take time to reason things out
intellectually, you have a tendency to shoot first and ask questions
later.
Communication-oriented Sagittarians are forever bubbling with energy
and enthusiasm. Independent and hard to pin down for long, this is the
sign of the bachelor, but even married Sagittarians seek to maintain some aspect of personal independence.

Jupiter, the benefic planet of fortune and good luck, endows a generous
nature with a friendly, optimistic disposition. A natural politician,
you like knowing everyone and going everywhere, for life is something
to be enjoyed every day. Addicted to all the good things, you know how
to get maximum enjoyment from them, but too much of a good thing can be
problematic, and prudence is difficult for most Sagittarians to
acquire. Being overly spiritual or too philosophical, for example, gets you too far out of touch with the real world.
Despite heroic efforts to be prudent in one area, you can still manage
to zoom into bankruptcy by overindulging elsewhere. On the other side
of the ledger, your attempts to be prudent can get so far out of line
that you can turn into a miser.

Passion for Sports

Enthusiastic
Sagittarius has a passion for sports. Physically challenging endeavours
of all kinds, including archery, jogging, hang gliding, sailing, and
fishing (especially for big game fish) are favourite activities. One
big challenge to overcome may be the battle of the bulge, when your
fondness for food, glorious food and a good drop finally catches up
with you. A natural gambler and risk-taker, you usually come out on the
winning side, especially when you try your luck at horse or dog racing.
You love music, art, dance, and drama and have considerable talent in
these areas.

Sagittarius rules the thighs, hips, and, to some extent, the
feet. Physical problems, however, are apt to be the result of
unrestricted diet
or an over-indulgent pursuit of other pleasures. Sagittarians are also
subject to an overpowering urge to gamble, which can be ruinous for
some.

Your colours are maroon, tan, navy,
orange, and cobalt blue. The ancients associated the ruby with
Sagittarius, while modern astrologers give this sign the turquoise.
Your highly adaptable, dual personality can easily associate itself
with both gems. Because Sagittarius is associated with bigness in general, flowers for this sign include the large blooms such as huge mums, hydrangeas, dahlias and peonies.

1 night passed.,

January 15th, 2008 by baloren

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.,haay., pwede ba i-rewind co muna life co s jan. 15?.,waaa,,

-loren-
1-16-08

drAma lAn d2., ahAhah.,

October 31st, 2007 by baloren

..i gAve aLL my lOve anD hEart..
..whAt did yOu do?., u jUst tOre it apArt..
i cAnt bElievE i lEt yOu hUrt  mE sOo bAd..
..i thOught i wAs thE bEst gUrl uvE evEr hAd..

i gUes i wAs wrOng.,

i gAve aLL my lOve tO hm., bUt acCept nO lOve in rEtUrn.,

+bOw+

ala lng??

April 13th, 2007 by baloren

MY MAN, MY LOVE, MY LIFE

by: loren bolilan

now im hurt once more

never been hurt this way before

i dont know if im gonna love again

"oh, God just tell me when"

but God, give me the right guy

who’ll give hapiness that money cant buy

give me the one who’ll never hurt me

"please give me a sign, who will it be?"

make a man the best for me

and the one who is suited for me

i want a guy who’ll never make me cry

"give me a sign, who will it be?"

bat ba aketch pinagkaitan?

April 8th, 2007 by baloren

im trying to be the perfect girl, for my parents to love me just like how they love my eldest sister and the youngest.. i tried to join a beauty contest even though I know it sucks, that the only purpose is to show off and compare the beauty level of the involve ladies , I tried to win although I know that I’m ugly, that I don’t have the poise, NOT LIKE MY SISTER’s.. yeah, I may have won the title.. but.. im not contented of that.. I didn’t prove anything except that we are a well-to-do family.. I want to prove something.. I want to prove to them that im not just an intelligent gurl.. im insulted when my mom told my sister behind my back that if not because of the wit I have.. I AM NOTHING..

im not responsible, im not orderly and clean when it comes to my room, im soooo lazy and all that kind of stuff.. nta pirmi n sna aku ang nhiling ninda? si ate, ig-iwal aku, pirmi igpa-hiling n panget aku, na photogenic xea.. pirmi nlng xea dapat ang bida.. aku p ang igdagitan ta aku daa ang ng-iwal.. pareho an pg si dona, ang paruton kng tugang.. dae pde, for once, aku man ang mging bida? dae pde, maski once, ipa-hilng nndaa n luvd aku? mnsan naicp ku.. aki ninda tlga aku o ampon sna?

they said that they love ate tweet (vina), because she’s the eldest, ivan, because he’s the only boy, dona, because she’s the youngest.. but how about me?? a trying-hard, braniac-wannabe. unattractive freak? Helur? I know im not a good-looking gurl, but they need not to point it out, nakulugan man bga aku.. tawo man bga aku, bako man ako hayop na pgpara laiton ninda.. maybe before, my self-confidence is high.. for some time, they made me believe that im lovely.. but now.. I don’t know? There’s no one to boost my self-esteem.. I don’t believe in myself anymore.. self-pity n..

kea nane, maski man lng sa karaw.. im saying “im beautiful”..  hanggang pangarap n sna kaso ito.. haay.. people often misinterpret my attitude.. maybe, it’s just because they don’t know the real me.. dae ninda aram ang “the other side” of me.. ang mkahirak na aku.. tunai n maogma aku pg kaba ku ang brkda buda gibu ki iba ibang kara2wan… but when it comes to other people.. oh, shocks.. need a mask to cover my misery.. pretend to be happy.. smile dgdi, smile duman.. iba sna attitude ku, pag dusta, or mga FC (feeling close), FG (mentioned in about me section).. I wanna feel loved.. sna, pirmi ku n sna kaiba bezzy ku.. ta nane hapi n aku pirmi.. sna, baku n aku si LOREN BOLILAN.. haay…

PRISONER AQ (pasenxahan kung wrong grammar)

October 30th, 2006 by baloren

why my life is unfair.?

1.) my cp was confiscated by my mom thinking that it was affecting my studies.. but i guess, it doesn’t.. well, just a little bit.. but im not totally neglecting my studies because of that irresistable gadget..(adik sa text e)..

2.)i have now a "sundo", now that im a high school student already!!, in my elementary days, i dont have one.. imagine, i can hear the laughs behind my back when i passed them with my "sundo"…(kahit aq, nandi2ri s sarili ko q, POOR ME!!)

3.) she doesnt let me hang out with my bezzies anymore… im not allowed to go to our hang-out place(alytcha’s hauz), and i must be at home right after the dismissal,. (talo pa aq ng gr. 2 qong kapatid n pumupunta sa bhay ng bezt bud niya, tga-san lorenzo yun ha, si alyssa sa sentro lng, ang layo kaya ng agwat ng distance)…

4.) im now allowed to have a bf but…. but…. w/o any communication between the two of us… not allowed to talk personally, nor text… (reason why my cp was confiscated).. in that case, bf/gf pa ba ang tawag dun?? guess not…

5.) everyday pinapagalitan is like everyday pinapasakitan… maurag man, adi??

Generalization:

ME, MYSELF AND I..

IS SOMEWHAT COMPARED TO A…

P.R.I.S.O.N.E.R…. di ba??

hhayyy…. aqoh tlga iuragan na…. garu n tlga priso ang buhay ko… mka-ation n lmang… dakulon n ang pig-uurulukan aq… kasa’Plan ini kng sarong tawo… grrrrrr….. yeah… i’m angry….

whY oH gOd…?(im not that religious enough… hehe…)

September 18th, 2006 by baloren

why did God create a terrible-looking, unmanageable and diabolic person like me..? even though he knew that im just going to be a pest in this world?? a person that could cause disaster to other people? why??? (shockzz… and drama qoh… hehe…)

maybe because he wanted to teach me a lesson… for me to learn new things… maybe because he wanted to let me know, that in this world, its not only happiness and success but theres also disappointment and loneliness…. or is it because he wanted to let me make and face sacrifices… is that it?(hmm… im thinking…)

still, even though im complaining….. im not sure if im worthy of the life given to me as a person… as a human being…. as a girl…. im just thankful that he made me………

(kung may wrong grammar, hayaan niyo na…. mahina akko sa grammar eh, basta mahina lang talaga….)